Huh. Today was... Fun.
Slept in, ate, went to a doctor's appointment, or rather accompanied Domenic to his, played pool, grabbed dinner, chilled in my room, went on a date with the gf, got back at midnight, life.
Fun night really. Tori... I wonder if she'll ever realize exactly what I feel for her, to what intensity, and how genuine it is. For that matter, I wonder if I'll ever truly understand how badly I've fallen for it. It's not this wild MUST HAVE, it's more of a mellow, intimate, honest, love-to-be-around. Whether it is in the same room or holding hands, her presence just... Intoxicating. I change. For the better, I believe. Now my goal is to be able to make these external changes (note: internally she just allows me to be... myself) permanent. I want to be a better person, not for her neccesary, but for me. I want to become a better person so I can be as proud and sure of myself as she is of me. I love her.
One thing this relationship is definitely opening my eyes to is this: I can be more patient than I've ever imagined. Funny, or sad? Dunno. But I think I'm growing increasingly patient in this relationship the more time goes on. Weird ain't it?
We watched "Diary of a Wimpy Kid" - Meh. 6.5/10 - It was entertaining at parts, but definitely not something I would ever watch/read of my own free will. Still, I could've been dragged to a worse movie. So I can't really complain that much. Plus I spent a total of... Six hours? One on One with my girlfriend. I'm not complaining - AT ALL.
Not much more to say. Psyched for universal tomorrow, but that's going to be it's own 'lil headache, but we'll see.
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