FUCK

FUCK MY LIFE

My dreams just turned against me in the worst possible way. I just had a nightmare that resulted in me waking up covered in ten pounds of sweat, bawling my eyes out. What was it? Tori decided to cut me out of her life for good and made it literally impossible for me to talk to her. That's all. That broke me down that badly.

It hurts the most because she's my last and frankly only hope at a true friend. And yet I know it's never going to happen.

And that's all I need really. A really good friend. That's all I need adn I can deal with this depression but I have nothing. Nothing at all.

I can't do this for much longer. every passing day this depression gets worse and my mind only conspires to make it worse. Why? Just... Why

I'm tired and I can't do this. My body is just not going to let me get through this.

I. Need. Help. Someone. PLEASE.

I'm too alone. I can't do this.