So, I heard shenanigans were up in this place? What say you, my ghost of a reader? Ah, ah, sexy time ne?
Anyways, so... I kinda just figured out why I will never, ever, accept people calling me smart as a compliment. It's kinda obvious but kinda not at the same time, and fuck it even if it is the single most obvious thing in the world to everyone else, it sure as hell wasn't to me till a few minutes ago so.... Fuck you? I think so.
On to the point, and there's two of them actually. The first of which is admittedly more obvious - I simply don't view being "smart" in the way that I am a positive trait. I view intelligence as not a trait that should be leveled above the masses as superior, but one that should be inherent to the masses, and one that all should strive for. Tl;dr: Everyone should be smart, or at least try to. But this is really only a small, small, small part of it - the big one is up ahead. Read on if you want to know xD
So uh, more importantly? I simply don't want being smart to be my one defining attribute. I've heard it so much that it never really sank in, it's not really true to me, and it's not what I want to be known as. I'd rather be known as the emo bastard from hell than a genius. Why? I dunno... But being called smart is like hearing someone tell me "I don't give a shit, so I'm just going to say the single most obvious thing that anybody could say after five minutes with you." So, derp. It's not so much a slap to the face as much as it's just a sign of lack of caring? I dunno, there's more that defines me than just being smart.
Although exactly what that is, I have no fucking idea yet xD Any ideas?
だいばかたいちょ
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